'And that's kind of a strangely painful thing to deal with, to realize that I've kind of picked this job over my personal life. 'I don't want to give that up and regret later that I didn't keep doing it, but I also know that I'm missing a piece of life at the same time that I could be probably having right now. 'I still have a passion for filming porn and I'm still hopefully doing a good job at it, so it's something I have a passion for and something I think I can still do for at least another couple of years. 'It kind of contributes to this feeling of loneliness and that I maybe won't be able to ever find a partner, as long as I'm filming at least,' he said.ĭisappointment: When this happens, Blake said, he respects their choice to walk away but finds it 'very disheartening'
When this happens, he said, he respects their choice to walk away but finds it 'very disheartening'.
Some people might think they can handle all the aspects of his career, only to realize as the months go by that it wasn't the right decision for them. 'When you add up all of those factors it becomes a very difficult thing to deal with,' he added. Of course that's not fair.'īlake said his job gets even tougher to handle when he flies across the country to 'go have sex with people and it's going to be filmed, so you''ll probably maybe end up seeing it'. To me, that's my job and that's what I do for a living, but I recognize from experience and by knowledge of how people feel about it is, what it feels like is it's kind of like being in a one-way open relationship. 'It's real sex but at the same time it's a performance. Struggle: Even if he finds a genuine person who can handle offensive comments from strangers, Blake said he his filming schedule often gets in the way of relationships
'I'm a porn star and I film porn, I film sex and I have sex with people, that's real sex that you see on camera,' he said. 'That makes me uncomfortable so I know that it definitely would make my partner uncomfortable,' he said.Įven if he finds a genuine person who can handle offensive comments from strangers, Blake said he still had to deal with the aspect of his career he finds is the hardest to manage in a relationship: his filming schedule. He explained that he has had experiences in the past of beginning to get attached to a potential partner, only for that person to ask for a shout-out, which felt 'very disingenuous'.īecause of his career, Blake also sometimes receives inappropriate comments, for example when he goes to night clubs and strangers end up 'complimenting d**k or a** or different body parts'. Opening up: Blake said people asked whether he can feel lonely when he has tens of thousands of followers on social media and has found fame in his industry - answering with a clear yesīlake, who is bisexual, said that he has found it hard to know whether people he dates are acting genuinely or whether they are only interested in him because he is well known.
'It kind of contributes to this feeling of loneliness and that I maybe won't be able to ever find a partner, as long as I'm filming at least,' Blake said.Blake also detailed how it can be difficult for his partners to accept his career because it feels like being in a 'one-way open relationship', which is 'not fair'.He explained that his fame makes it difficult to know whether someone is being genuine, and said he sometimes gets inappropriate comments due to his job.Some asked whether Blake could feel truly lonely even though he has tens of thousands of followers on social media, to which the actor said yes.The porn star candidly opened up in a new video about the difficulties his job have created in his dating life, resulting in a persistent feeling of loneliness.Blake Mitchell works as an actor and producer in the gay male adult entertainment industry he also has 61,000 subscribers on his YouTube channel.'It's very difficult to deal with': 23-year-old gay porn star reveals his incredible 'loneliness' as he details fears that he'll NEVER find love - because potential partners cannot accept his career